6.27.2016

three feet

Comb through headache scroll
Stomach ache gone, going on
Feels like this tapering flop
Never stops never stirs up
Another day is another
Sqwinched slipping
Hope happening
Grope float
Gloat cope
Coma

6.10.2016

forget sculpture

Pure Michigan's night before today
Held cold water, which we need
We need to feel new.  Happy
To never be not me, less
Is never what I want,
No, what I need,
What I need

6.08.2016

they say it fits

Trickery of a mind not better than a mind completely lost.

Time keeps creeping through the songs you always listen to.

This This is salvation; this This that we read I wrote is our salvation.

Hope hold love of that frontal left lobe we left in a gutter so long ago.

So long, so, so long and other tricks of talks we never wanted to have,

Yet hold out to hold tight to hold on to what we were meaning to say,

So long, so long ago.

6.02.2016

Treat Yourself

Treat inside you as you would without you

Lettered day, forgotten day, clear gains either way
We knew you so well; were with you in what you
Said so many obvious longings long past us now

Treat inside you as you would without you

Come home while at home alone with the good
Part of burnt popcorn's shell stuck between tooth
And gum. Turn to every morning routine, night to

Treat inside you as you would without you

Know best, know more, know less than you need to.
Cream of watching what's left in your head from those
Stories of your sleep, come back, come back, come back,

Treat yourself.

New Dream

Moving Game,
Stationary dance
Stay, turn away from
Nights drifting, come
Back, come clear
Come away with means,
Not vultures, not another
Safe self skipping the good
Birds songs, the light of open
Worth in planning hope,
Planning a better gaze,
A truth not so obvious

Woman

Calm down clear sky,
Turn on the figures,
Stay with me
Stay with me
All day
All day

5.31.2016

My sheen

oohs and ahhs, la la las, sheen, my sheen, hair crimped by humidity, sheen, plastic 1000ad shields clapping when they should ting

tailored stream connect

I painted in a failing kerosene heated houses basement listening to vinyl with bodega cheap tall boys
A cheap one hitter my dad found on his apartment floor and called a one toker, what I name things and what names are given; hold them close; close as in the sun you temper with S.PELLEGRINO now,
Hearing music made by machines when we want men we knew with women to with tearing stark motion perfume a room with arms and bold breath through things they treasure and carry

tangerine

Everything that has or is now happening turns sure enough into a future story
Hell, have we reached what all have always wanted?
God, I can't come to have this without reaching
What all we want to be substance stable
Dancing inward in words spoke

Should I buy a bike wheel
To hand of hand
Hang above
A house
Home

5.16.2016

Preaching We Don't Care

Timing the release to fit,
To fit just so, just so we realize

Drone Before Drone

Ghost of attempt,
Clear the future way,
Make do with most,
At least 49% of us are
At your footstool, breathing
Heavily while lying down,
Blanket clenched.

I know the way out of dream
I knew a better way some day
Distant. This is me. Here, here
I am, waiting for breath to slow;
Lay down beside the fire my dog fears.

What a grasp, what a grasp of what
Will be if we only did this, this, or
That that made it work out well
For the clear, for the clear Future way.

5.13.2016

there will always be sunshine somewhere

I'm so sad I can barely type this

5.07.2016

the sun shines fairly on brooklyn

A green ash tree that grew in Brooklyn
Will be cut down that I knew so well

4.29.2016

fox jack russell terrier

You can
Be on
Boats
Lina
Dignity
Lina

the midnight train

I turn the music down
So I can hear the birds

Worst Clothes

Your work clothes
Are either your
Best clothes
Or your
Worst clothes

4.28.2016

Crisp Piano

Fermented help of our ancestors hands

Outro

Grant us calm in our excitement
And excitement in our calm,
Never again holding our
Head or our stomach
Wondering why

Kingdom

Everything you ever wanted
is dangerous

4.27.2016

every decision if it's your last

Every decision if it's life and death
Living your day as if it's your last.

Without Relativity

There is no
Bottom,
No top.

4.26.2016

The Bad Old Days

Conflict

Without

Forgive.

4.21.2016

Salamander

Worry
No
More

Lifestyle

Said with pebbles in the mouth:
When we arrive clearly we leave

Spaces fall asleep in range of us
Help held hope of that space
Just below your eyebrows,
Just above your eyes.

4.18.2016

Real Rest

Great is our us.
Gratitude. Hope
Of our places, to-
Gether, going, go.

Heavy Rotation

Princes & Princesses

4.14.2016

Follows Me

Home hope
School cool

Solid State

Grant the breath of a slow smile in

4.11.2016

Me And My Friends

We see into the future

Rickety See-Saw Euphoria

great peace-filled freedom
Stable like eyes blinking

4.08.2016

No River Wide Enough

See me through your day
Send us on our way down
To do something, anything
Always, Friday will last one
Hundred years straight, until
Morning finishes last-chances
From night-time-dance studio-
Motion's front. It's out for all to
See here is where we'll never
Leave you to you, you and
Your ownership of your
Devices, grace, simple
Grace of our devices

I know why the caged dog barks

So much
Tapping.

4.07.2016

Purple Heart

You have to
Have fear
In your
Heart

4.01.2016

that's ok, I've been sitting for 12 hours

They go to Florida

I go to a funeral

They both start
With an f

But that's
About it

3.31.2016

I Can Tell You

Time-tables.
Chair gratitude

Home, day after a day
Where, we born, last

we are all the same

What is where is joy when song stops.
I've made many things in my mind,
Are they real? Will I reach them.
And will we embrace still lost
When and if it is still lost,
Losing day by day one
Day after another's
Coming home?

3.18.2016

stay outside

On your head
As it is in
Perfect

3.15.2016

A Gift of Gas Station Cigarettes

I know three moped mikes,
 minirelli mike,   mike V,
  and stunt man mike.

3.14.2016

The Mystery of Free Will


The beauty of an unexpected
Robin landing on my fence
Stirring peace in my soul
Just as unexpectedly 
Shits on my fence

3.13.2016

The Pizza is on It's Way

I have so much Sympathy for
The old man Rolling his
Recycling Out in the
Cold rain Tonight
That
It destroys me

3.07.2016

unexpected behavior

Hey, what did you think
Like it would work
Hell have one

More than effort's fault
Hell hold on cause
We knew we
Would

3.03.2016

Everything Old is Gone

Dancing
In work
Boots

Too Near

What could have been done turn off

The heart and followers

Mist or snow

2.29.2016

protect

The rays with which
you gild the dawn
With noonday
heat now
fall

2.28.2016

bob dylan

a cabin
By the
Ghost
River

2.20.2016

Elevator

Some light
I asked for

2.19.2016

Unendingly New

Turns out


Benito is alive,


So everyone

Needs

Assignments

2.17.2016

In Heaven On Earth

I Recall fondly

Finding a word
I looked up
Online

2.16.2016

image exchange

What a chub.
That's a Dave look

2.12.2016

guffaw

On another planet
In another world

2.01.2016

for North

Distance has no measure against us.
Another year is another victory

1.25.2016

For Eachother

Slip down, sun.

Great games are all
Around you, we are
All today in a body
Fixing everything.

1.19.2016

The Legend of Dumb

What were the days drifting,
The right music-time?

I hold closest to what I'll never,
At least I'll never in the ever present,
Have, ever have.

Wait, were we gunna meet? Were we
beginning? Will we ever?  Will we or
Weren't we a
Day's dream

1.07.2016

Unafraid

The feel
Of glass
On the lips

Is different than
The feel
Of plastic on
The lips

1.01.2016

This Is Why I Won't Quit Smoking

the right kind of smoking
Sitting real eyes of the low feeling
In the same place I once was sad
Seeing the greatest happiness,
The greatest happiness has a tinge of the
Sad that is lost.

I prayed correctly,
I prayed correctly

For the first time

That extends

New Years Day

The 
Ineffable beauty of Chicago

12.12.2015

The Difference between Joy and Happiness

This is the poem I am remembered for
To read love, to have written love
To read and write only the
Other words that help
Love connect

11.30.2015

Wishing Is Different Than Hope

Help us
Hold us

Hell, I've dreamed of you.

You were sitting rocking in a rocking chair while I shook spiders from my shoe, telling me slowly of important things with care I wished was care-free.

Wishing is different than hope.

You had a system you weren't trying to teach me I wanted to learn and confirmed I could do like you with your waiting just when the water filled to strike assured the side of the washing-machine and close in the snake.

When I tried the snake curved more and biting quick bent more than I anticipated, thin wide triangle teeth ripping without tearing my hands, again and again.

You were god distorted by the imbedded memory of the god the humanist drunk made for his utopia

11.18.2015

That Place We Remember Fondly

Approach us with joy and thanksgiving and song:

Sing to us our woes only in upbeat soft pitched melody as an afterthought,
Still sprinkled with serene sincere gratitude and contentment calmly rising

11.11.2015

Help, can't we ask? Just now a little
no reasons for feelings unnamable

11.10.2015

Now will never come again
Now I want here
I want nowhere

11.09.2015

Chorus

Start again on Monday, today
Try again today, Monday

Begin again this week
Start today, get in
A station wagon

Get product reviews save up
And drive off with news

Of the economy in
Funny words above
& below a funny
Picture & look up

Song lyrics before
Punching in a destination.

Our dog will never die,
We'll never have a beer in hell

Hell, drive off this Monday, today
Begin the week somewhere far

Away each day this week
Until where we'll be next
Week will be bright enough
For a cold strong coffee
That will outlast Any
Static place

11.08.2015

seen out
what was I
see new
hide in
low now

11.06.2015

Be

A place, a day, a month, a year

Many places, many days, many months, many years

All the same; they release us, leave us where and when we want to be, need to be.

Release us, our under us, our above us, and that that is right there with us; from that that is made for us and that that is made by us; the same.

To find out the more control we have the more freedom we have. 

To find in the result of our effort or effortlessness we have what we all always wanted, needed.

In a routine, or in a flow of impulses (there has never been chaos anywhere, there will never be chaos anywhere) order can not help itself from coming through us and all that is inside our shelter, outside our shelter, even when our shelter would only be an unforgiving sky, we always find forgiveness in what we accept to give; as our each and others are always together, so our accepting and our giving are the same movement within our greater us, our greater us that has always and will always simply Be.

11.05.2015

Sometimes We Can't Believe It


Time spending
Realizing nowhere never ends
Begins, stops, goes on about and busy

Seeds of grieving lets loose believing in no needing
Seeing a way out of nowhere feelings retrieving want not leaving

A key under the Angel, a door a part of a building named temporary home away from home

Where home, where want where not here if lost where else could we be believing in plants and animals,

Ceilings floors walls and windows revolving around our feeling comfortable means of efforts set down in a nice nook of our house

Outside leaves are turning and falling with their freshly dried smells leaving bare branches stark on the bright white-grey sky over cars parked with many parts turned off

Feelings project on it all and reflect fresh cut still-green grass, flowers, winding sidewalks and black-grey straight streets, mail boxes full of colorful semi-glossy images of sweaters and shoes

It's too early for people just yet, we hear only our morning songs of absent voices and strings strummed lightly, then rough then calm before boldly briefly fading out against bird cries calming

Softly, softly, softly
A day begins rightly

11.04.2015

No Loss

Steady rise

Heat of the late morning

Together we can reign in
What wasn't lost but hid
Inside what wasn't yet.

Now we know it is us,
Was us, and will be
Our Now and
Future

Merged

11.02.2015

Serene Break-Beats

Gratitude Always
Finds Our Way

10.26.2015

Day Time

No cloud
Yes sky

Food


Drinking
Smoking

Home School House Work

Detroit

Placeless

Get a dog get a car call your dad and all go across your country

10.20.2015

Brand New Socks

Going fast going slow coming to where all is ready for forgetting eventuality

Listen To Live Jazz

Awake arise recall relieve what was and what will be.

Sing this song when low when high and have belief in the never minding.

Tell Me A Story

All of us are always waiting for the arrival of what we want when the needs we have have ever presently been met but our greatest trick as we have all always known as our great asset is confusing want and need so well they are one with one another

Ghost Stories

Groups form and fall apart and their meanings linger until picked up and apart and put together to be known by new names and faces ages apart of us

Clarity

Time stands so much yet it never breaks

Climbing While Reclining

The amount of recollection is paramount to our steady gaze into what willpower can gather us together for our future selves

We Have Done Right

Mistakes have never been made and though we cannot predict the future it is with certainty we know there never will be a mistake made

Absent Clouds

Calm of where to go nowhere else needed but now there is only this need but here now where else to go but would we go anywhere else since we can go anywhere while we are all one with the masses though they splinter and find us apart from where we feel likewise with our near us now where we go to go into the movement of only hands and eyes.

Hands and eyes leaving us with nowhere to go as we like it to know to be known in our splinter striking a chord between a father wanting to help a son needing but not wanting help and the illusion of independence growing inward until there is no more inward growth available and then the slow but steady outward diminishing until then there really is nothing and nowhere here and everywhere all of us are.

Going about this inside work outside we recline while standing still still but our hands and eyes know the nowhere nothing so well we mean to do what we can to find a way back into help for all of our forgotten independence surrounding us into the daylight of night time's concluding weather pleasant reflection of  a release we all feel the same time we never knew what was happening so well.

Returning to the space of our time spending where all things outside make a home in our place of rest amidst our safe labors of fruitful sloth and loss of ambition for what we know could never be better than now.

10.16.2015

Bribery

Yeah,
OK.

I Always Want To Feel This

We will work out our safe place

Until we know better than the others

Who repress what would be another

Expression of ourself's salvation

Independence

Rations
Rationing
Rations

Low Light

We feel soft slow lack of guilt.

Should we feel any other way?

Where else would we be,

Home?  Where we know

Home, where we are our

Own


Rationing

Clear out the up-to-no-good, no,
Revive the lack of muddledness.

It's The Years

Plan for days

Swimming Good

Great escape, calm us.
We need us, know us,
Need you, knowing.

Find Your Own Meaning

Oh, that, that's where we keep leaving what we used to be alone

You Were Stuck At Home

Eat where you want to be

A Really Good Punk Recording

weather wilts growth under a pile of yet-to-be picked up newspapers

Joy?

Great days ahead!

Fill space of own.

Never Loser

slow real feel
fast fake loss

Nobody Else (like you)

Climb.
Climb!

There are further places
We need
To be on

10.13.2015

Pick and choose

The soul is math.

10.12.2015

Space

This here's the poem you always wanted.

To forget the forgive me nots, this resolves.

The dash-acceptance of every-day, forget us
Never, we know you know you have a place.

10.08.2015

trust

they will believe
have faith, know
that we are better
than our previous
behavior though,
previous behavior
the best indication
of future behavior

good people

good people
doing good things.

and what about us?

will we ever see out of our
places? will we ever know

anyway it's always better where
we go to know ourselves better

to better ourselves.  to find place
in time in place of where Now is

My fruit flies are drunks

My friends don't care
       they understand what I offer

10.04.2015

Some stupid slow song

Hold on to what crooked hope you have left landing you where you amount to perfect

10.02.2015

Text messaging

It's kinda utopia

A Good Deal

There is no cloud only clouds

9.23.2015

She is on my bed

Why not?
Why no reasoning
Why does my dog yawn
When do we close longing

Yards. Many yards distance.

Short distinct sounds of a slow growl near howl

And where will we end up after our wine tasting,?

Replacing smells

9.21.2015

Morning wine

Ever present gratitude

9.19.2015

yellow and blue

Yellow & blue

9.18.2015

Where I be living

You're always welcome here but let me know where you go if not here and I'll go there

9.16.2015

Sam 'nd Sage

I appreciate it here more even though you're not here since you were here

9.14.2015

you said it!

Thanks god!

9.13.2015

thank you brother

My name is ramone but they call me Raymond

9.11.2015

brother

Life is fascinating
And beautiful

Guest Poem by Timothy G Makowski



Ha ok I will

9.10.2015

subject

Where?
When?
When?

Now? Is it now?
Now now, there there.
Hold close to dog

Waste of often intake,
Left hungry. Correspondence

9.07.2015

fire up the radio

My whole life lately
Has been like the end
Of 'A Light in August'

9.05.2015

from bird to lamb

It feels good to spend money
It feels good to spend nothing

9.01.2015

something different

Hey well well I think we should not wait
Longing for another thing, one more

8.30.2015

8.22.2015

it's important to put it out there

Knowing what you want
Wanting very developed

churned thick

Waste of nothing
Waits
Wants leaving be

some other time

Guru will rule you

mutual feeling

Toes underfoot

concept

Neighbor Love

8.20.2015

white blue

Cinnamon in black coffee be memorial breeze
Of places I've lived the gold of living placeless
And the lives interweaving me in me then, now

8.14.2015

I want to live

Hey! Stop.
You know. Never
Do you mind of inspect

8.11.2015

power sanding carpeted flooring

You Can Do Anyhing You Want To Do
if You Do What You Don't Want To Do

truth

there is no need

8.10.2015

Soon

New day
Not yet

8.08.2015

Lakeview August

The children are playing redemption games in the warm light of the street lights and fancy fixtured warm light lights

Their parents and grand parents join in and the cries excitement and laughter overlay with the hum of bugs, fireflies


Put it in your hands

We are right.
You are right.

We are all right.

8.05.2015

Ditto


political ideas of a
poetics of politics

Here we go

Show the flow

7.30.2015

There I Window

Go to prison.
Go to church

Drop the Eucharist
Repent come clean

Find the money sign
Tell one to everyone

The song of myself.

7.28.2015

Next part

Recall left to future sigh,
Here-to you know me.

Be that,
Be it.

Some sweet fallen chicken fingers

Well we were right when we said we would say nothing on the matter,

Wait, were we right when we decided and followed through on doing nothing?

Summer time shy

Sweet sweltering feast of meat and berries

7.26.2015

I'm touching where you live

Get escape money is what I don't do do but for you, fahghettabautit

I thought we knew what we do

Get it is what we are

Love everywhere I go shut up

I need peace, love leaves me happy to be locked up

Where were we waiting,
Where were we waiting to be locked up by mistakes
We forgot held close never-lover left alone Money

Laying in

Any time we never agree to get together we have ultimate power

Bros are discriminated against even on stage they fall shy

No Bro is ever shy you know they know they ain't

Hell have you over for dinner and hip hop

Hell have me over never faceless

Foolishness held on Hard

Never am I thanks

Name of

Name


Jack Style

Leave the all smoking streets grand

I'm a man of my love mistakes

Kissed never by roses

Ok, let us get

Baby

7.22.2015

errors

read this never alone ever alone as wished

competition

ultimate reality

people who can't understand

dry
fly
garden floor

how one homeboy became a man

quick content contemplative eurekas

clear the foundation like it was done

you're a terrible person

building
better
lives

example

let her go

and what am I?

high and low people
in long and short hair

slow slouch

too high heels
dogs no kids
bike cops

7.21.2015

Everpresence's Order



two apple pies and a small fries

for anything

the waste of waiting

taking over

hey we knew you would lay it out clear&clean
to take, to put it in, to feel senses as they leave

do we ever die or do we die nightly or is it us
who will will our life to fall into snug growth

still have a Shinola

car accidents and lost phones
standing tall while you slouch
satisfaction looking good time

7.17.2015

land of heroes

Hold up held  up
Left alone joy

Belief in forgetting:
Moving forward.

7.16.2015

chevy

Imagine in your anywhere now of perfect income and intake releases feeling out grief and leaving the levy because it was dry

7.14.2015

but I sure

Well we'll fall
Nowhere ever

7.12.2015

Tomorrow wouldn't be too soon

Grow me like a tree
To use by birds and men

They're clothed like the fields

7.11.2015

sunday morning cartoons

The way others are better near some certain others

Sailing. We should be sailing not singing kids!

The right thought out difference between harmony and peace

And hey! Kids! We should see where that fits
With joy thrown in the mix, kids

7.07.2015

written

I, O I
Know that
I reach out
Far as I can
& screen it
As if it were
You
Women's hands

How are you

Hey are you, hey, hell, how, how have you been doing

Happy birthday

We could use a limb to lose

i don't really try

Hey held-not-too-close, hold on.

That would mean a lot to slow going me.

reminder of a serene motionless motion

Strange pets in a blanket then floating three feet above a rainy curb.
Where we become phone mentors and stubble confidants
We fly higher than the biting birds in black and white we can't remember.
Hey, hell, I've had enough and you too are on a never satisfied kick.
Stream me, it is me, me to you who fits a tattered coat on a stick.
Flick and feel outside, left in the dark triumphs of sitting still,
Still despite all the odds against hair of the dog reminder.
Reminded of a forward motion's serene changlessness

7.05.2015

Led to water

Led to water
To
Drink to see
Multiple eyes
dance to lights

7.02.2015

Whispy clouds

Moving morning to the day time
Hey well we meet just perfect

TIme we were getting down
Nit grit slothful savings
Account. Well waste

None of nada,
Tell me why
You fit me

There-then recline
With me being
Me-us mind

Decide.

6.29.2015

Love me like a rock

Fifty percent aren't a danger and
*snap
Could be out

Work release

Perfectly fine.

Yea, he's in,           ('Ready wants twenty-five out')
They're out.

6.18.2015

Reclaim

Wether we will or will we not as it is go.

Numerology, illuminati, train-stoppers.

We all go together two by three,
Cling to reach our light commupance,
Legit once-was-us, hell, hold away

From the flame
Sights seeing

6.17.2015

backwards

baseball hat

5.13.2015

Conclusions

This French shit man man they know they know how it's done.




What? No, I know better yeah yeah this track here

Melodé

Hey hell now never mind.
I knew you of you years ago.
Fuck you. Hell I never thought

5.08.2015

Some feeling

Held heaven closed down storefront home
Hell, give me a week.

What right do you hold in in-correction
Hell what do you and I know of us?

5.02.2015

Matured trees' belief in the breeze
Hallways of correspondents leave

4.27.2015

Stonework

The first time you take in rightly
You turn up &you
See uniformity in a color,
Cry a lessening sadness, a
Growing clear of down,
A steady serene
Stonework


3.27.2015

i really

Hey there kids
We should be singing not writing
Hey there kids
What do we want for what we are
Hey,
Kids,
Slow down kids, lay low
We know you know

3.25.2015

slaw

Slaw
Cheap thrills that cost a lot

Buxom brutish beauties studying psychoanalysis

A brand new sigh balloon that doesn't sync up with your blue tooth device despite prayer
Slaw

3.24.2015

us not me

Cash take and be close to us holding us.
I know these days and forget not me.

Our door light low and high and
The between you maintained you
Happy you you as real as the
Beer triumphs the

10,000th thing
Out of us
Not me



the only day

Feel the good money thoughts slow
This news, all news, all hours in today

2.24.2015

failure

Cold belly
Warm body
Otherwise

2.20.2015

Lies I've Told Myself


Lies I've told myself

Places of truth,
Of clean clarity to
Be in, taken
In soberly drinking
Clams clarity
Of what comes

Slow & clear

The urge to express
The needs falling
In place

Of all hope
Of places of calm
Of transit, to go

To be

In ideas and tombs
Of comforting thought


We reach together
Like the dead;
We take them
In, give them
Homes in us,
             Mastering
Their flow from
Us, getting at
Our same always
Goal of safe
Sense, somber
Joy, contained
In living tomes:
    In sound
    In word        & image
Movement       & interaction
With us        Apart &
Together


Lies I've told myself

Vanity's dream world.

Of knowing no opportunity
Is ever missed;
Only the movement of
Now Is New.

Here is where we
Are & will never
Be without a here
Until the hereafter

Now being
All we know
Being now






2.13.2015

hope of fell flat

We feel light
In our head
We ask:
Will I be
Full forevermore ever?

I've personally never asked that
Of anyone.
 Are you kidding?
Who am I to ask anyone anything ever.
   I hold my hand on my head
& lean
        Never having
Worry 'bout people's flaking off of taking
                                               Care of
Each one an other

2.11.2015

theyre wrong if they don't like you

To go to to go on and on to turn to you who know no one but see me few far flung between you and I and us

edward

What became becomes us
Re-muddles then clears us us
As we are
Us as us us
As we will be
Be this that remembers me

1.24.2015

improvisational bartender

Godblessit
Godblessyou

1.23.2015

subvergence

And that is that
And this is better than that

It's just this this
That is that that that is that

1.12.2015

The late 60s

I sit huddled
Buzzing
Singing
Along

As I turn inside-out thinking
Of the possibilities of blanket

Disappointed People
Tired of hanging
Outside in the
Cold comfort,
Sentimentally
Singing distance
Knowing there
Hasn't been
Distance
Since

The late 1960s

12.21.2014

two brothers apart

I hold on
that's what they say I should do

get things done.
make a list.
commit.
they say that too.
read. write. make and celebrate sad together
get nothing done
write no list
&never
commit

with us, for us and through us

the inner circle

yet to be
there you don't have
it will fulfil
forgiveness

to help the poor
to love the poor
to be poor
to not want need

together we band together making sure all who are with us are self reliant
giving nothing unless we also give resentment and why would we want it

any other way?

12.20.2014

ancient roman standard

arrive.
arrive.

arrive to a lack of all things and non things and people lack, people lack it but have hope.

what is hope? do they have it?  will I steal it from their eyes?

in its absence I feel invincible, slow, steady, assured and accepting all.

that there may never be true hope, that 'abandon all hope ye who enter here' may have no meaning yet.

we don't care.  look about yourself, look hard, look close:  no one knows what a care ever was but know now that they may never be whole lest they get that last drink, lest they get that never kiss,
hoping slow
that someone they meet will open their arms and call them,

calling:

come here to me! I want you, you for all you will ever be or fail to be,
it is only the stretching of now that matters and now I call to you,
open armed, full of endless happy hopes to be fulfilled
imagine me imperfect in a mess of sheets whispering your
name after I know you've left to spread your abilities over the earth

we sit slow, fill what we have, anxiously anticipating its inevitable lack,

yet we somehow have homes and ways to relax.


what I will accept

gradually it leaves me
I hold each drop as it
cool beneath me it passes
we feel things, we know things,
and it calms, it calms us late night
lacking into a slow silent sad singing
singing for hope abundant refreshed, or
no hope, free of hopes chance failure,
and with it a cool comfort in what
is or isn't now.  now I know we
have a place to go to, a place
in people a place in bread
a place to wear down
our weary heart bed

I know no there is no one to be in here now to hold to
and dreams wait to swim off

and the inevitable breeze of the future path keeps me
steadily accepting rationing waiting correct,

no remorse.
no reason for remorse

12.10.2014

i owe jeff koons around three hundred dollars

12.08.2014

never

need nothing
want everything

always

want nothing
need everything

scrap metal

dissolved to time yet to take us to the place we know we will know us as us, us as we are

they've got it figured out

broken telepathic kids tell stories of what we never did

amount

no yes, no no
only space

will there be

go on until there wakes someplace other than the dream while sitting up for anything, down for anything but the to-and-fro of this absent security saving itself from knowing itself

the truth

there is no way but up, down, forward and backward because that will always be the escape we find inconsistently extended to steady now up, now down, now backward, now forward

inside-outside

wait never knowing that never known place where dream flings bright sky together broken but warm

wish we were us

this is what we will do:
turn to no one, turn off
the night, keep going
nowhere for the sake
of this comfort of
now's remoteness

shake them

cheer up absent friend
hold them inside in place
in place of their being there

the long road

stationary vibration
salvation nation
flippant disguise me so i know how to not exist while always existing for Nothing's sake alone

waste of want


the no home come home where home of us dad
to fall in place with what could have been never asked
artificial laughter of the going nowhere but knowing you can't stay
cares come clean to themselves as emotionally absent,
while the word stops turning inside the night sky

12.07.2014

AMERICA'S BILLIONAIRE MUSEUMS

grains
hats
beds
misguided circumstances
reveling beneath sky
belief in recall
future present
holding OK
feeling OK
just OK

all of us now

coffee simple tree

sentiment

cold hands
cold weather
warm thoughts
of us and
you&I

spirit

water
drinking
water

11.17.2014

waiting for no moment

sick stomach calm calm wakeful wakeful wait

11.15.2014

missed

sleep till the wakefulness
awake, but wanting sleep
after a walk with my old
friend me.  I cannot wait
to see you you who relieve me you who will always be

what were we ever

6.21.2011

overheard tavern

saying like
you are not
saying
but

you are

saying so
charmingly
dismissive

11.13.2014

hear me out

I wait will I wait sad do I know sadness ever or is the next best thing a sort of sadness itself.
I want to escape all that there is or ever will be without notice.  Just gone out of everything
that is and isn't.  I never knew anything else.  This is all I know.  You too.  You also will be
with me in our desire for this escape, you who almost knows it too now, now it dawns on
you completely, that the only thing that ever was real was our desire to escape all reality.

11.10.2014

sanctuary salvation

wait

we will go

he holds what we need and says:

lets get going

airport

you know

11.08.2014

we go out for this on a friday I name thursday

wait? no.  we will never wait for the the joy that was always there for us 

please

friend

11.07.2014

don't dismiss


 thank you
 thank you
 thank you
 thank you
 thank you
 thank you
 thank you
 thank you
 thank you
 thank you
 thank you
 thank you
 thank you
 thank you
 thank you

With what can't be done

The dead leafs never stop blowing by

A math problem that makes your mind break

11.06.2014

an apartment

selective seeing.

select my being ok whith our leaving.

holding feeling.  feeling feelings, feelings
we cannot even muster saying how we're seeing our feelings pass.

as they pass they believe with a belief we will never know that they know in their purity of no self knowing.

the feelings of these words know what they mean before we know them as they never will be but to themselves they know how we're feeling.

do you ever know how you're feeling? 

will you ever really know how you felt now as you're reading? or hearing?

this, as this is, as this is simply this, it fills up what we will know as

us

climb

be me
be me going.

be me
going on

&on&on

going on in a way we know better
better as being

the way out

the way outside is easy, it's so easy it
fills us with the knowledge of us as us

Ben Luton

cold comfort, co
ming to mea
ning

many. many.
there are many here, hearing me type, say, sa
ying many.

I hold you, you who were, you who were here that wa
s never here, who will never be here, he
re with my friend
my fri
end

who I kno
w is my
friend.

he is my friend.

he who hold me he
re
in
hi
s home, his home where h
e holds me apart of not knowing we know what w
e were mea
nt to be. he who ho
ld
s me
kn
ow
in
g me not as I was
wh
en I las
t held his comp
any,
his com
pany held me me as it was when we knew me
bette
r th
an
where we ar
e, wh
ere w
e ar
e go
ing

11.05.2014

Were any of them really mine

New York nights are best left to chance
Plans don't exist here, daytime either
Night never ends unless you're left
With no more friends, friends
Never had holding hands
Turning in a circle
Singing in a circle:
'We wish you would get somewhere

Then we would meet you there'

Nothing Better To Do

Palm tree

10.30.2014

excitement of the new season's love of your new laxative

fast feeling. fast feeling. fast feeling. fast, fast feeling.

this is fast. my god, my god how fast. my god how fast
this feels, how fast this feels out feeling out feelings never felt.
my father. my god. my father, how fast! how fast the ghost river goes!
how fast it goes, with a clitter clack! with a clitter clack it cracks bad friends
to me to me it cracks with a clitter clack bad friends to better me by the being
better to me outside of busy.  too busy to be slothful slothfully with me we are
together singing: Never will we be slothful! together, slothful, together, bad and
good friends, past present not present and future friends, all, all slothful, together,
in chorus, together, warmed by togetherness, the togetherness of our privilege
to be, to be, our privilege to be slothful filling us with slow joy, slow joy of
fast dancing, fast dancing to fill out forms we never will fill out for jobs
we will never need. we will never need a job or work or wakefulness
or sleep or slothfulness or sleep or rallying together we dance
night to day we dance, how we dance knowing we will
never know what makes us dance so slothfully fast
feasting upon the light of our sparked hopes,
our highest hopes we would otherwise
be embarrassed to say, embarrassed
to say that we hope such high hopes
holding onto our highest hopes
sharing them unashamed
while we dance,
dancing, we
sing

we sing
we sing
we sing while dancing along with this song of hope fulfillment
our dad arrives and we slow to the sound of his cop shows. we slow! we slow
to the gentle gilded aura of his cop shows sheen.  his cop show shows us
what is wrong with all of us as our green beans boil, boil to the perfect
sound of changing channels, changing the channel to ask what boats
appear to disappear to the sound of what made them possible, the
cold calling, the warm calling, the real estate and construction
jobs that made boats escapes possible for a lack of costume.

forgotten

You are you are that are with me
I am I am that am with you

Cold hold tight night's
Held warmth day

Believe me, I
Will be
Home

oh good

I can look at pictures
I can look at myself,

with long forgotten
dreams of places
we never knew
existed because
they never did
and never will

the order is
dismissed
regularly
now we
know I
never
was
better than
I was now.

I can hold on
I can hold onto
my phone, and
what we might
be we being me
and me with an
an an unknown
you seeking me
to find me looking
good being good being
prosperous in now now
now we know you don't
exist otherwise than my
needing another day another
moment of now replacing now

upbeat
upbeat song

sad song solo song
that fills feeling content
in feeling feelings for a
change looking for change
feeling the inside of practical
pockets

you know
you know me

you know.

like,
like us
like me

I like you
who turns
away from
beds left unmade in the daylight to return to unmade in the night


it's a combination of things, it's the belief in alarm clocks sounds
I don't know better than my knowledge of now there here you
go

10.29.2014

two words (collaboration w/ jennifergrimyser.com)


i'll start
secondary start
think now
minute moment
never thinks
begin began
best becoming
new thingy
successful enough
plenty possible
done upward
good one
better two
too double
about how
who almost
relax attacks 
light pile
of going
active both
going off
somewhat some
delicious treats
take come
back some

follow down
up spun

extreme between
instances mosaic
partitioned consequence
two nows 
never not
dreamt exempt

Acceptance Answers

Tropical rain dresses to impress upon us a lady we can all rely on.
Darts
Darts
Darts

Hey dad how can we surmount sad driftings?
Hey dad why can't we always feel the peace

Of big clear couch and comfy big screen

Movements slowed to lessening natural
Need
Need

Need Nothing's presence

SO BAD,
so bad that it's
Good to have
This lazy chair
After cleaning

Responses and no reply
Falls
Falling
Great Falls.

Calm accepting
Of everything always

That's all
Fourtunate
Perfect all
Natural

Acceptance action

10.23.2014

we used to wait for us

tolerance
stance
dance
of us
in a

morning moment
free of money
structures

architects
forgiven
by us
after

our sarcastic dance
to the practical
overtaking
beauty

in buildings
in peoples
in hopes
in day

time
we
were
us

are you through pretending

A life that we can live
skipping singing
people save
places

that would otherwise
make us go mad
without our

talking
touch

10.22.2014

able acceptance of error

Quick! Let go ten thousand times
Release all that we are
Stay good,
Say well,
It was.

Fruitful singularity

Hope in emptiness
The cold comes
The warm
Goes

10.19.2014

Ten fingers

Layabout wasting never nowhere arrival to the thought of potential touch scheduled into hopeful dreaming of a place made home and face made known better than a song on repeat visits hopeful

10.15.2014

Goofy

This is a drawing
I'm making it now
Immaterials, tools,
Foremen and a Contract

Lets see how it turns out
And if you like it it's split
With my dealer of me and it

Tenement castle

Calm display moments away for fruitful change given to escaping in books
Asking for escape except if accepted into an arts master mind

Sad cats in top hats with glitter pizza party goers forgiving who you can't forgive for you.

Low light rain awaits

I've grown
I know
The aesthetic
roaches&rats
sirens&super
egos Lying,
and waiting
Have

I know peacefulness
Answers any moment's

Call even when phone call
Isn't answered. I do not

Know an answer but find
Comfort in not knowing

What was the question

10.03.2014

I fell asleep on a train I didn't take

To work it out
To work something out
To have something to work out
To only be able to wait

Hear
To be seen
To be known
To just go

To be on a train
To be in a chair

To not change,
Yet change.

To being
To friends who
Answer questions
With a yes no or pause

To dreams awake
To wakefulness
To make to
Do with
What
To

Do
With                  Out
Doors

By your.            Side

10.01.2014

I helped someone out I feel so good about it!

Joy stop quick! Slow down relax,
Hold off quick come down depicts

Nope.

Awaiting another example of good

Funk.

9.28.2014

VIRGINIA

Do

You


Now
Is
New


Science
Personified


Hope
Maintenance

9.25.2014

There Is No Random

The sorrow of phones,
The calm of coffee,
Gratitude for the
Past, that now
We are in
Paris
Pretending

To not wipe away the
Rain, to not weep for
The wind, to hold on
And come home for
The abstract abc we
Clean out an array
Of colors random

Sized random
Drops picked
Up to plateau

Against reason

Again believing

That we may never again know happy
At the happy cost of never again knowing
Sad, obscured by the difference between not
To care not
Caring &
Having
No cares

But always being in This World


9.24.2014

Please hold on

I'm

You're

We're

Doing

So

Well

9.23.2014

Me Me

I like to set deadlines for myself



Funny picture



Because I don't care if I meet them

9.17.2014

please bother

brother me fathers
mother me farther
than that that isnt
a thing that is not
anything, but joy.

somewhere three

thank you you who is
willing to be with me

but will will be good

to me from you I ask
this that's enough, us

option limit

happy come closer than screen between us

I know less and less, and do less and less

I hold up what I can have, option limit

9.14.2014

Oh

Full of essence of water of downpour of the next rain's question answered with will we umbrella

9.11.2014

Gala

This is the morning late excitement easy going wait till meeting for the future of always such quick staying relief release. Let's get back to each other. That we can do that that connects distance and promises closeness ideas bouncing. Hold on, hold on to time's temperament you have control over a day's structure to loose it to begin the next same, different, keeping what softly works.  Out about you.

9.09.2014

broke but not broken

girl



friend



faces
the



brook

tennis ball

forgave now
forgives
past

beautiful country road

what was doing math

instrumental track

my GOD









christ,

can you believe this?

baseball, remember baseball

I can just be the essence of what wait's for.
love physical education/classy underground

stupid dope upcoming clearance attention hope



GUSH



seventy one

the same old hat we never found

belief
be
relief
of
clever
nevers

hold so hard the calm you can now have

ice cream calm nextoor
calling us to come clean

faithfully listening to rest
;and what it creates, achievement of nothingness shared

sensually calm drive

me

into

every
thing we
ever need
want we
have in
now's
now.


the salvation caused by anticipation of unknown conversations

pleas
p

l

e

a

s

e

9.04.2014

new trends

waiting with/
self, full
loss

of self,
come back/
today is only

everything,
all ways/
lead to

now, don't
forget Nows
in not thought

9.01.2014

Guitar Solo

Rise,

The heat,
The
Here-Now
Known
Now

Opens to you
Eventual you

8.30.2014

Where are you're friends now

No!
I didn't
Want to
Waste my

Frittata!

It was delicious!!

8.28.2014

Shared sanctuary

Acceptance pure calm display,
Serene, sounds new, comfort
Mind unwind, trust in time.

8.26.2014

dig

continued now
focused calmly
on now rythem

deer

fashion salad
science. turn
ing & tasting

hue of clear transition
sky to night. Buck 65
Stinkin' Rich, twelve
hundred hobos, joy
/almost unbearable
sensing of positive
guidance all in all
has to offer, deer

build, ride

this rock
this music
foundation
for m'mind
supply now
are Enough

8.25.2014

Backwoods



House music
Home food



Promise

Read what waits to be written

Reach

Kill You Are Self

8.23.2014

no nature

this is the poem between when

song starts

8.22.2014

No doubts

when I am
By myself

I am my
Self, so

Self is
With

No one
Else, I
Am

Without
Future

Presence
In our

Distant
Now

The space between what came and what comes

8.19.2014

Arrive

Bling figure future,
Bling as the song might sing)

I've got where joy creeps in family,
Held tight compete moment)

Joy, rise up out of ash out of
Bed out of supply in, to rely


Austere

Quiet loud sounds ordered for me
There is taste and achieving now

Deep upward moved by not me
Felt complete expression of a

Personality known complete

8.18.2014

august

accept
good
for
you

we people

turn here now,
fill in now with
now new the new now

we know

welcome back now

moment of new amount
filling the wait with amount of recalled connection
 and uplift soon
we will be laughing
in a moment
of promise, the key,
 is clear

to this is an amount of feeling poured till now's
new feeling what is given and taken and passed
to clean acceptance, clear waters recalled and exchanged, hope, promise,
the continued trust in now, knowing now this is new is always out
there we will be there we are

now close, now far, now known
 to know now I come to clear

8.16.2014

Turn here then

This is the poem I didn't want to pick up but am that I am glad in me that iam now open less and more aware of it all now, return to epic later, caretaker will take care of what stops sincere connection and supply.

8.14.2014

Conditioned mind

Morning perfection poem
Mood stabilizes joy of  all possible
Performing ordered freedom
In everyday places I
Cherish, thank
The day
Yet!

8.13.2014

Mature men

Serenity slow known.

Wind. It's ok to talk about the specifics of wind.

They hold me close, move me through now stretches now.

That, with them, I can elongate the space of now.

All day to day to night now open in a long thank their correction
Of effect, of their causes expression alone unflawing
Into then, siblings scratching on never satisfied.

We relied on them then, then there we will

Be again.

How known Now

Milk
Upright
Up all night
Alright in a way
We sing of love from
A calm given by giving up
Giving a thank you not needing
And receiving a place of hope in him.

Brother, my brother,
Be kind and wait,
Wait kindly
For our age
To be
The
Same.
Ashamed,
Still
I Praise
I praise
The
Us in
The
Same
Place
Time
I praise
I Praise
The
Then
Sane
Paid
Times
Ahead
I hope
For I
Hope

For
Forgiveness
For your giving
Your giving that
I stole slothfuly.

And receiving a place of hope in him.
Giving a thank you not needing
A calm given by giving up
We sing of love from
Alright in a way
Up all night
Upright
Milk










8.12.2014

It's All Right

No need
To call,

No need
To write

8.10.2014

Hold off held on

Word
Home no house
Screen,
No feet
But my own
That need,
That need utility
From
This pillar of the abstraction
Of work's ethics

Celebration

This know no comfort I want to make, make sure
,
Made sure of myself to go,
Pray I
Am returned
Pray
Here
Pray faster freer going directionless love is nothing's most prized reward.

Gift?
Gifted.
Held up,
Danced

Addicted to
Dance unsexualized
Addict of the word
Tapped
A sound
Way off
From
Wooded
Wooden
Houses
Homes

Collection instead
Out of what was

Prides death cry

Return over in bed

Beauty elusive come at my command
I don't know past fifteen me
I have it, lose it come

Home?
Where I am I know nothing
And even that can't comfort.

Come closer future, fill me with what I want
Not what we should


8.07.2014

Hand held

Renee,
Fast calm
Connect,
Question

Adult me

Did dusk
Warm
You

As in
Was
We

Bettered
To time

Yet

8.06.2014

Heaven

Hello
Hello
Hello

What done

Looking past time's space
There's only places pace

Will




Money



Help



Bodies




Trust in Time in Tent

Sleep's meaning the space of out of time entering now, same space worries don't exist in accepting Hope's ever preset Then

8.05.2014

Rehearsal space right side up

Create post
Multifaceted
Colours tall

Escape not as much as move quiet,
Away from angers sifter above us.

I recline sun of me on me about
You near us in a better word
Than digitally. This is
You me us that
Am that

8.04.2014

Stop

Some piece

Look back with care free carelessly cautious never be correct me
Correct
Correction
This is better than me

Video bed

Yo,
Leave me you
Leave you please me
You can only take in real
Can't let it lose what it made me

Commiserate

Felt fast
Fell slow
Felt up
No
Go

Eight hundred dollars

Intake esc
ape simple
 up simp
le down
 c
an't change
me c
having
heartfelt witho
ut I am th
at am
 I able

7.31.2014

Near by

I ask here for advice
Nothing wills this
And yet there is
All ways to
Answer.

Hope held close to help hope to help help to hope

Relax

7.30.2014

Perfect planner

What a man wants
what a boy needs
what makes outside of these
I tell myself without telling

escape to placelessness
resolves words not ready
when due
to you are
what holds on fell

feels calm a calm
that made years ago and in a few years

now there we are composed

a part of plans
The plans of
A Perfect Planner

7.28.2014

Serendipity

Hold hands in heads
Make places in beds

You

This is me
This is me
Too

I never did not

Keep going without everything always

You can return

Feel feelings felt

One

Quick,
Sane
Save

What a chair does

Counting stop.

Return

Space around and in

That there is calm proof you like about you

The will will take over eventually completely calm

Without and with you will always be returning thankful,

It's just nice to even have the possibility on the horizon spin
Sound good

7.24.2014

Cusp then up

Night privilege,
Soften me to us;
Knowing quick
Serene clean up.
And what night
I earned, I took
I away to what
makes I hope
Action into
What I is
Willing
With I Am
That
Am
Mastering
Meandering's
Freedom
Of today
Turned
Tonight

Open

7.22.2014

I'm writing a poem

What do you think of this poem,
I made it for you who asked in
Here now that is not this now's
Now noise turn sound turn talk
Bright

7.21.2014

Ice cream

Here ends
Beginning

7.18.2014

On the road

Word of hopeful return but willing either/or

The French language

Wait without for without I will be full without willinglessness

7.17.2014

Know what's interesting

Clarity
Cities
Sing

7.16.2014

Dusk past

Leave time too

Art apart plea

restart me make me me free me from me being me

Company company

What matters is talking about what does not

Three not four

For no occasion

Angle

Anger
Angel

7.14.2014

Term

Magic means
Nothing being
Made being

Tattoo

teenager
Is this alone now

What is this without here

Lead me into us not tempting we can without me

Types of laughter

Hold nothing and wait till wait is known as now.

Then who are us

Then who us is
Escapes place.

Of us gone
Of us here,
In evening,
In evening
That wills
Not, all
Ways
Be

As
Us
Is



Goods not gotten

Meaning fault's not existing and never did except the you in you essence effects

Before

Held in head

When we are gone

Output to make place move us to together held together ever better

Me me me

Here you are
Coming to

Now

Here.

Now

There,

Now now,
Here you
Are with


Are he within



To   Get.   Her.
To  get   her
To get her
Together

Not yet not yes

Close to nothing never now everything games we can make

The playing's in the making in and out of our self controlled

Contemplated wandered way back to the future presence no

Yes I know yes I know no I know how to now as I do not do

7.13.2014

Dock done right future reflection

Return calm like
Lake that was
A river

This fills up
To say to go
To sleep out

Make out is
Merging
Past and
Present

Memory database undone emotion maker come clean future merged with now

Will be it

7.10.2014

Thank past thank presence

Somewhat waiting calls out quiet :

alone's never not carried onwards

7.09.2014

Lameless

Many accepted none rejected
Press teaseless for more time

7.08.2014

Make time to make up time

We us ours

Revisiting

Salamander

Stoopishly.
gaze, reap.

This this is, is
Enough now.


Light order,
Stop thought.


Imagine not thinking again,

That that takes, takes
Care through you
For you, from
This that is
That
This.

This
This
That

Clears me and muddles you,
To return to to make no sense
Register at all then now soon.

Will this clear

Will that it will



Be


Amount of between me and tree,
House, day, night, now, then, us.

7.07.2014

Cue

Past due

Comfort me comforter to need no comfort

In advance

Guide me guider to need no guidance

Mr moon

White bright right

Who

Take stock turn back calendar
Planning thanks for giving
Turning back to ask OK,

There's first everything

A space emptY holds
Signals stopped turn
Forward
 still
 happy

Entitled
Humility

Learning
Down up

Two now

Here I come
Turning back

To You

7.06.2014

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New construction group

 like talent for the
poem from phone
from travel stinted
started and left to
return, calling
outside in less
spoken
performing a boat rode
with no slip or passengers
stories or securities of what is really wanted
and planned appreciation and a turn onward wait for orchestra solo cues.

7.01.2014

Boo hoo

I'm sorry

Fault

Come back other
Them three
To me

6.30.2014

A painting

New post post,
Make stay of
Many hours
Rewarded

Today's
Malaise


Saying
Staying

Is it OK it is

Go
Don't go

Voice, be
Heard&do

As needs be

6.26.2014

gift

able
ability
abilities

Possible
Possibility
Possibilities

Road into thinner air

Thank ever present is possible.
Up down up up up down up up,
That's how it goes with dad&I,
Between us fill us all with that,
That that is still movement, be.

6.24.2014

Fake mistake

Cracked passed spilled earlier now nothing

Want of nothing, need of nothing, the swirl

Stops.

6.22.2014

New word
Old world

6.19.2014

You rule


Sing the displacement possible inside with praise of trust in the placeless kingdom

6.17.2014

Step

Salvation
Of the
Mouth

Habit and meaning
Keeping them right

No night, no day
No way but stay.

Calm falling to be lifted

6.16.2014

Set up

What you do when time instead slips in reminds me of how I was
And how are feelings made words not sung?
And how will Friday go to bed in time's joy

Fixed station

Feel through movement slow through city till known,
Come home wayabout time forgotten and held forgot.

Push slow serene low light as it comes to slow slow.

Stop like this was Paris and you were nineteen hotel

6.15.2014

Acceptance

To be in luck in big city in private out doors amidst open time and sun and clear head as the sky with old music and new devices to cook alone to go to here after here is what unconnected tries to connect a few yous

Appropriated and Altered Poem by Justin Joseph Labre Bednarz

This is a problem.
It starts with the word this
And the next word is is
After that is the word a
And the last word of the
First stanza is problem.

Guest Poem by David Maddy

This is a poem.
It starts with the word this
And the next word is is
After that is the word a
And the last word of the
First stanza is poem.

6.14.2014

Sentimental

Like around people alone

Like alone around people

Take time

Ok now,
Being
Ok,

It is
Right
To be

You
Now

Feelings

I hope for all uplift.

Me escapes me in it.


6.09.2014

Will waits

6.08.2014

Heart

Hope hold happy

From You.

Everyone's Dad
Who's in cause,
And is all good

Fill us all with
Realizing now
All day today,

And forget all
Mistakes fully
As we do too.

Keep us kids
From future
Faults of us

Pull us up
Out of all
Distance


6.04.2014

Peacemaker


Bad time battles new good 

6.03.2014

A hopeisahopeisahope

barrel maker

Speak silent
Spoke quiet
Laugh loud

Hopes forum
Ones enough

Solo piano
Possibility

Free for
All now

Somber joy,
Release me;

Plea calm
Like glass
'Round
Water
White

Wiling
A way

Up to
Them
One

Wink

Eye close
Eye open

6.02.2014

Near

I can with them one

Peace in hope in em

Perfect ma pa child

Turn man turn thre

None before mans

Means please um

Nthank Nathan I

Believe us hold

Us them one

You n me

Pleas I

Am

I

Ease of city

Plain

Farm

Star

Breeze

Town

Butterfly

Boat

Waterwheel

Moonlight

Forest

6.01.2014

Childhood telling adult
Adulthood telling child

Child telling adulthood
Adult telling childhood

Still breath

Know as time passes between plans with no plans intake takes.

The what to do while not wanting to do as day full dwindles.

Return to take it simply soon as now. Now know that look.

Up thank and act and answer this joy just under surface.

Pulled back there this helps old habit work out face.

Why want why need why not everything always.

Yet here comes complete space of here, time
Of now does this not make full, faster
With a smile I stop and turn this
Still going but accepted not
Made, heard or known

Wide open looking good knowing good can

Intake answers before the cold to warm change makes help in retrospected gratitude that pulls me down sun change to counting hours softly not counting on what isn't enough but! Look up! There's the sun and wind manipulating leafs into staying sound that stops to sirens calmed by birds sounds sweeps the heat alone with me wantin unknown me to want not but will satisfied in the other about me.

Write

This first

Come to me

Club last chance

Mass, form, feel good.

What isn't good? I ask for it.

The calm comes against no need,
And I repeat music plans that fit.

The scatter asks for focus orders

I try
To hear
Right, just

On time it wills
This answer in out
Side pouring light
Touch of material,

Of shape guiding
Letters of words,

Letters hand to
Hand to mouth
To soft rectagle
That sends and

Saves, seeking in it
For what it through
Air expresses from
Unknown to heard,

To a road, to an island,
To a providential sight

Inheritance of all earths;
Meaning mistakes made
Movement in and out in
Accord of acceptance in
Wisdoms of for all in all

Answers asked into O, O,
Come back in mechanic
Of all this personable
In lack of persons

Tours sound,
Light, me,
Reach
Me,

I

5.28.2014

Age

Do. It.
As is.


Do this,
In me for

I will"
.

Capture response to hold the heard instead.

Restored to.

Hold on it
Hold it
It grows..

Thank,
Be thank,

In head in out.

Accept it in not you
Not you
Not you

But this

5.26.2014

Beach, the word beach.


5.22.2014

Adult made ready
Calling what to do
It's ok to take time

Zero helps

decide outside of here.

Recede to being better outside of here.

Question how in happens without question.

Awake, I miss moments while sleep controls like new.

Japan. Ukraine. Greece. Alabama. France and folly.

Jump in. Layer. Pause. A face inside my head more than mine.

Some birds. Maybe one bird. A cage. A tree. A reflection.

How comes. Small faces. Dogs of all sorts make smiles.

Hold me moment, pass, return, fill this time with it.



Seven appears as I complete the past

Sudden smile after daze after work after shower calm becomes as it fades and stays fast balance.

What needs done becomes clear devotion in accepting grace of the unclear gaze relief as feeling.

Listen to what needs being, feel out the fast while the rain dwindles like the stilted talks of past.

Thank the next step acceptance in the many taken in away from this here now ends to need not.

Heaven in song lyrics and death the topic of conversation after turning back to a groups talking.

The form of the formless finds it's way in the many opportunities of next text to creeks recalled.


5.21.2014

OK uplift

Turn back to Night told not told,
Take peace in its outpourings.

I pride my self as it leads
Me together to Tomorrow
Tonight's no effort.

Lead me kind,
Lead me
Kind,

Lead me clean t'gather

Begin

Nine to stop

It all comes back to me

Time spent money and went away with a gift for itself it takes to the grave day it belongs nowhere save clear hope as understood in time spent to order removed Providential Confidence's clarity in

Motion

Cold night it is not

Father absent friend, call to me in pleading repose,
Turn on the adult, back up the faith in people

People please me mr people pleaser please
Soften to raise stern till they come close,

Unboastful, unself, unmeaning saves

Me, as in am I me, am I me as I am

Center

Tired fixed then not.

Shall we meet?

Blind, recline
In the hope
Of those

Lay
Ones

Fixing the
Gap of plan

5.14.2014

Daily

There is this picture of this picture of completed self that realizes itself looking to its self to see if others see.

Jesus was homeless so it's ok 2 be homes cardboard sign cast in bronze on a marble bank's facade

Come now automatic exchange in no one here in the sense of senses

Collapse to rise, fall back to sleep with all wakefulness

And count on never

5.13.2014

Own world

Things remain hold close to them in work that becomes free release intensely.

You're never not good enough, you're always good in the dark even the dark.

5.12.2014

Food

Today's accomplished like it was grey easy.

Lift the night! Lift light through dusk
Till day! Inside me I say,

Yet square
Spins right
Amounts
Of night.

Connect, accomplish assured,
planning faith in planning.
forget about sleep,
but sleep with life.

5.11.2014

comfort one

Start nothing right now.

Fall apart of love me.

Done all day. Wait.

Jesus. God. Mom,

I Hope home

5.05.2014

Wile we win

Compare Instinct impulse is innate.
Brother the first was the only one.

Now amidst all brothers, compare
Turns soft Pride
in me,
I confide
In Competition,

Competition's incomplete confidence
As only embers 'bout to turn by wind
To flame
the same
Wind making oar's
Effort obsolete or
Increased, eyes

To the lightness
Of the darkness
That fills will,
Fills will so
So Wholly

We are beaten;

Wile we win.

5.03.2014

I've got

Sleep falls victim to Fridays.
Stand tall 'till events grow,
Return grateful of it all.
Clean hope growth;
Growth of no
Loss, no
Loss.

4.23.2014

CorrelateCopulate WaitNowNever

Grow down to nitty gritty mister hat.

Hold his hand, take up with him,

Leave Never at the stoop
And stand tall.

Wait will only break fear up into
A less manageable mess.



God, what a mess.


What are messes?

God, what a miss.


What are misses?





Correlate,
Copulate,

Wait
Now
Never.

Like us

You who come close to a felt great alone gathering,
You who feel flowers routine indoor refreshment,
You are there, arriving once all else lacks, here,
Take this that is what comes easy to me to you.

Where we sit undone, where we fall never
And never wonder why we never fall.

This list can only grow, like me,
Because it, like us, hasn't
Begun past now.



4.21.2014

Tomorrow's Warm Rain

There is calm lack.

This comforts; quick accomplishment to many.
You too, you who pick, unknown, and show me what's
Good.


What is good?


Twilight sprits explained.

Footfall never and always.

A good up a good downer.



And old actions hollow hold me while waiting for hallowed willpower's pride to be made meekly.



The word week in a song on the weekend repeated. The firm grasp of nothing.

Search Found, last long; answer what's asked. return briefly
Before bed made up an answer here I hear In soft clicking sounds
Tomorrow's
warm
Rain.

4.16.2014

Taken for what it's worth

4.13.2014

Happy to sweep

This spoken in the word written.

The other not really understood.

I return to calm, that's right body.

Work at love,
Love at work.


Call

4.11.2014

Buzz life

Tax
Relax

Facts

Comfort Explosion

Glass

3.29.2014

Ring like it was open

Reach in for more
Like the stomach

Like the less will

We come together
And part, hugging,

Saying family

Tonight it reaches
Tonight it reaches

Left apart of day

Tomorrow in all

3.27.2014

Make belief

Providence fills content breaker-breaker.
The no nonsense rules and the absurd
As the highest humor. Irony, not
Sarcasm, needs be. I believe
In creation of you, of
The hight of
Thank.

Get down from the escape,
Load the empty, in out in.